o.O

So one day i realized my best friend, the man the knew me like no one else is not gonna be here, for the rest of my life. I knows it sounds dramatic, but its the truth though.
The thing about ending friendships is that you never end them somehow, cause they remain in your thoughts, until the day you no longer exist. I did tried to preserve one friendship once, but then again when i had some "problems" and tried to find a friend to talk, he pretty much yelled at me saying i was a cold heart bitch or something like that. That moment made me realize i will never gonna have a friend like my bestfriend was, i never had even a small fight with him, or with any other of my friends really, but when this mate told me to go out with my problems to someone else, i just realized that friends are what you need to have the most, and now with one of the best man i have ever met resting in peace, i just don't know how can i trust in anyone else. Or didn't knew to be exactly.
When i talked with you, even though i was completely freaked out and couldn't stop crying and had the worse feelings since my bestfriend's death, you were there, and we really started to talk since that night, im so gracefull for that, cause now we are closer than before, and i have found in you the person i've been looking all my life.
I never thought someone like you could exist, so romantic, so inocent, so pure, so full of kindness and good thoughts, i just can't believe how simple as a person you are and how complex your feelings are, it has just hypnotised me, cause you are a great man, and i just love how the days are passing by and seeing in you what i've always wanted.