Stupid me...

In this moments i can't stop thinking about my soundtrack, how it manages to go with me, and my stories, oh my stories, its amazing how life can still surprise you, i love her sense of humour. Well, someone cares about me, i dare to say, has some feelings for me.

Did i know...

I wish i knew before, im sorry, it is hard for me to think that you sould have this emotions, im just a small and silly mate from Chile that thinks that everyone is a good person (naive), who has being alone for two years now, until now, oh and i have three pimples now, call it stress, right.
I must say i have no fear now, i can say it, TE QUIERO, and never want to close my eyes, unless you're in my thoughts, restlessness its all i have now, your face, your hand, your eyes... Its true that i could stare at them for an entire life, and it really scares me now... will i stay 'til the end with you... it doesn't matter, all i know now is that you will be in a white street looking at me, smiling at me, i know i'll probably be more nervous than ever thinking if you are going to like what you will see, and mention nothing about it trying not to ruin the moment, and waiting for the moment you promised me.
It scares me how this is going to fast for me, it has been quite a while since the last time, when i got my heart broke (the story of my life), and never been in a relation ship after that, and i know my self, although i don't like to admit it i do, and i tend to rush things, and start to analyze everything, and don't laugh, im not paranoid, its really hard to just breathe and relax, so shut it.
Knowing that all has change now, sleeping far away and slow, and then we met, to celebrate the luck, i feel the strong air running faster it close my eyes, my heart beats faster and all i can do is smile, because i cannot stop hugging you...
This is new for me, and im feel happy, its amazing how you turned a very shitty day into the most happiest day i could ever had Adam...

All i can think now is. Am i going to fast? LOL