The big deal

All i need is to look in your eyes to realize that i know. God, i knew it for a long time, its funny how life plays with me all the time, that and the fact that i suck at hints or stuffs like that. I never thought that when you said that i'll not gonna be able to see you or talk to you, thats when i knew it, "fuck i have feelings for you" i said, i kind of laugh a little bit because it was funny :)
But, when was the time were i really really knew it, it was when i read your blog, those words ripped my heart, and then i knew it, inside, i couldn't be more sure of it, and my goodness i felt so bad, when i read your blog, i didn't told you that, and all i could think about was, what if...
Im not afraid now, and i love that you think its a big deal, it is, and i know i don't need to be there to feel it. I know it when you are smiling at me, when you are being serious, when you say im paranoid, when you are obssesed with things, when im drunk :P, kind of when you are drunk :P hehehehehehe, when im desperate to talk to you and when you say i have to go to bed now.
Te amo Adam, and i will love you the same or even more when i see you, touche you, feel you.

I finally have my song now.


Saiko : El cielo entre tus manos