The fears i won't fear

Be scared, i will not never let you go that easy, or that hard either, because im scare too, but now you are a part of me, and you were since the first day i said "Hi, im Enry".
And no, i don't know, and i get nervous, and i laugh with no reason, right after that, and i think that it really doesn't matter, its you, its me, and we are more than this fears we have, what makes you be, what makes me weep, what makes you smile and what makes me believe. Maybe im a fool, cheers for another relation that will make me breathe, so loud, so strong, i will grab my wine or the pisco we'll have :P and finally dance, i will sing you my song, rather you like it or not, and my heart will beat faster, you will do that.
So who cares about the flaws, i know i can leave with that. can i? LOL, no doubts, i know that for a fact. All i can do know is wait, we will breathe in our mouths, be blind for a while, until the light comes and we will just relax.

So don't worry, my feelings are not, there is nothing you could say or do that would make me take it back, 80 we will be and about this we will laugh :)

Love you for ever, because this life is not enough.

The big deal

All i need is to look in your eyes to realize that i know. God, i knew it for a long time, its funny how life plays with me all the time, that and the fact that i suck at hints or stuffs like that. I never thought that when you said that i'll not gonna be able to see you or talk to you, thats when i knew it, "fuck i have feelings for you" i said, i kind of laugh a little bit because it was funny :)
But, when was the time were i really really knew it, it was when i read your blog, those words ripped my heart, and then i knew it, inside, i couldn't be more sure of it, and my goodness i felt so bad, when i read your blog, i didn't told you that, and all i could think about was, what if...
Im not afraid now, and i love that you think its a big deal, it is, and i know i don't need to be there to feel it. I know it when you are smiling at me, when you are being serious, when you say im paranoid, when you are obssesed with things, when im drunk :P, kind of when you are drunk :P hehehehehehe, when im desperate to talk to you and when you say i have to go to bed now.
Te amo Adam, and i will love you the same or even more when i see you, touche you, feel you.

I finally have my song now.


Saiko : El cielo entre tus manos

Stupid me...

In this moments i can't stop thinking about my soundtrack, how it manages to go with me, and my stories, oh my stories, its amazing how life can still surprise you, i love her sense of humour. Well, someone cares about me, i dare to say, has some feelings for me.

Did i know...

I wish i knew before, im sorry, it is hard for me to think that you sould have this emotions, im just a small and silly mate from Chile that thinks that everyone is a good person (naive), who has being alone for two years now, until now, oh and i have three pimples now, call it stress, right.
I must say i have no fear now, i can say it, TE QUIERO, and never want to close my eyes, unless you're in my thoughts, restlessness its all i have now, your face, your hand, your eyes... Its true that i could stare at them for an entire life, and it really scares me now... will i stay 'til the end with you... it doesn't matter, all i know now is that you will be in a white street looking at me, smiling at me, i know i'll probably be more nervous than ever thinking if you are going to like what you will see, and mention nothing about it trying not to ruin the moment, and waiting for the moment you promised me.
It scares me how this is going to fast for me, it has been quite a while since the last time, when i got my heart broke (the story of my life), and never been in a relation ship after that, and i know my self, although i don't like to admit it i do, and i tend to rush things, and start to analyze everything, and don't laugh, im not paranoid, its really hard to just breathe and relax, so shut it.
Knowing that all has change now, sleeping far away and slow, and then we met, to celebrate the luck, i feel the strong air running faster it close my eyes, my heart beats faster and all i can do is smile, because i cannot stop hugging you...
This is new for me, and im feel happy, its amazing how you turned a very shitty day into the most happiest day i could ever had Adam...

All i can think now is. Am i going to fast? LOL

Easy beat my POP is here

Was is this? my life is going much simplier than before, still everything is the same, but now that you are over, somehow, and i know how many good mates i have in this life, virtual or here with me, i really don't care, is all the same, how interesting can life be, never thought, a year ago, that something like this could ever happen, and it is actually making extremly happy, it is great when you talk normally with someone and you feel you can talk to them about everything.

So yes, i am happy, and maybe thats why, i really don't know, but i've been listening to some pop songs in spanish and english quite often, and although i make no judges about pop music, i am the kind of person that enjoys a gorgeous lyric that make my hear beat faster or squeeze my stomach. But then again, isn't that the purpose of pop music? to make you close your eyes, make your heart beats faters, and move, yes, and move.

So im moving faster, and my feets has some sort of rythm, while i have 7 pop songs now on my music player, between radiohead and anthony and the johnsons it was a random playlist, but i enjoy this sort of things, how randomly come inot my life, its kind of girly and pink music, like i call it, but i don't care that much now, i am enjoying the happyness that brings me those 3:30 minutes of easy melodies and easygoing lyrics, its much simplier and that is good sometimes.

Especially now that im prosperous with all this mates on my life thank you to all of you