Once and again

I know i've used an old tvshow title for this new blog of mine. But it felt right. I, having a serious lack of inspiration right now. I really don't know why. Or why i haven't improved my grammar after all these years o.O
So the question is "Why am i writing here again" if im supposed to be having a lack of writing inspiration. Maybe im in need of a muse. or something to talk about. Like right now. It just ocurred to me that i should talk about Valentine and how people doesn't like it just because they are single. I am single too and it happens that i like Valentine a lot. Its a beautiful day when people show their love and you shouldn't feel bad or annoyed about it. I knwo i sound corny and all. But if you don't like when people show their love it could be a reason for you being single don't you think?
Anyway. I guess im just a hopeless romantic trying to create a better world like eveery stereotyped romantic man would do.
Happy Valentine for all the couples out there. And as for the others, You'll get your time people. And its gonna be brilliant. Trust me.

Here and there... again.

Con cara de inocente

Angélica Araya es una mujer de unos 40 años, sencilla, de buena situación económica, pero de una dudosa situación profesional, según Ruby Playa y Barbara Torrejón, quienes aseguran hber sido estafadas por ésta mujer.
En octubre del 2007 Ruby conoce a Angélica a través de Barbara, su amiga, Angélica les cuenta que es hija del gerente de un banco, y se conseguía escrituras de casas, autos y préstamos bancarios sin tanto "papeleo" y trámites que piden normalmente en un banco. Ruby, totalmente confiada, debido a las muestras de confianza que demostraba Barbara, su amiga, ya que ésta conocía a Angélica, su dirección, su familia, y todo el dnero que poseía, no haía razón alguna para no desconfiar de las palabras de ésta mujer.

I just keep dreaming like a fool

I really thought i was going to be happy

Primer amor
No dejes que me vaya más
Voy a dormir contigo hasta el amanecer

Despiértame antes de que salga el sol
Tú sabes que no hay nadie
que te quiera como yo lo hago
No, no, no, no, no.

Ámame más
no dejes de respirar
ámame así
con tu locura y calor

Tú sabes que eres el primero en mí
tú sabes cuanto me cuesta marcharme amor
de tu lado
ámame más



Día tras día
estoy contigo
Día tras día
siempre eres mío
Noche tras noche
aún sigo tuya
Tú y yo
Tú y yo
Nada podría separarnos(bis)

Amanecer
tapado en mi cama sin tí
sin tu boca, sin tus ojos
sin tu risa, sin tus besos
sin tus locas ganas de quereme a mí
a mí
a mí no me preocupa que tal vez
tal vez, tal vez
un día pase y no te vea
estoy tranquilo, estoy tranquilo
estoy pensando en tí


Día tras día (tal vez)
Día tras día (tal vez)
Noche tras noche (tal vez)
Tú y yo
Tú y yo
Nada podría separarnos...



I really thought there was nothing like us in this earth, so please allow me to be sad, allow me to be helpless, and let me dream what we could have been for the last time.

Time still exist

All i can think of now is about love, how do we give so much, and how much it hurts when we can't give anymore to someone the love we have for them.
I don't want to give my love anymore, not if they are going to go and leave me here, missing them, crying them, suffering for them. But it is innevitable not to, and its painfull. To feel that the people i still have with me could go in a sec, just like that, so easily, so simple, it has become one of my biggets fears ever, even more when it comes about people i care more than anything, i don't want to ever even think about how i would feel if i lose them, if i lose you.
Please let me find an answer without losing my hope. It seems like im not capable of keep going like this, im scared of feeling so sad all the time, i say thanks to god for letting me know people thats is capable of make me smile just because they exist. All i can do is enjoy my life, like they would have want me to do.

This is for you grandpa always in my heart. For you Carlos. And specially for you Person, there hasn't been that i haven't missed you.

o.O

So one day i realized my best friend, the man the knew me like no one else is not gonna be here, for the rest of my life. I knows it sounds dramatic, but its the truth though.
The thing about ending friendships is that you never end them somehow, cause they remain in your thoughts, until the day you no longer exist. I did tried to preserve one friendship once, but then again when i had some "problems" and tried to find a friend to talk, he pretty much yelled at me saying i was a cold heart bitch or something like that. That moment made me realize i will never gonna have a friend like my bestfriend was, i never had even a small fight with him, or with any other of my friends really, but when this mate told me to go out with my problems to someone else, i just realized that friends are what you need to have the most, and now with one of the best man i have ever met resting in peace, i just don't know how can i trust in anyone else. Or didn't knew to be exactly.
When i talked with you, even though i was completely freaked out and couldn't stop crying and had the worse feelings since my bestfriend's death, you were there, and we really started to talk since that night, im so gracefull for that, cause now we are closer than before, and i have found in you the person i've been looking all my life.
I never thought someone like you could exist, so romantic, so inocent, so pure, so full of kindness and good thoughts, i just can't believe how simple as a person you are and how complex your feelings are, it has just hypnotised me, cause you are a great man, and i just love how the days are passing by and seeing in you what i've always wanted.